Thursday, April 15, 2010

Gosh! I Miss France!

Char! Sosyal!

















Pinagtitripan ko lang kayo. I have never been to France or to any place outside the country. Puro places sa Pinas ang napuntahan ko, so far. It's really my dream, however, to be in different countries in different continents especially in Europe. Parang romantic kasi dun. Char!

Anyway, the France I'm referring to is a friend of mine. This entry is about my nostalgic account of this unforgettable friendship and the many friendships I met in life (sa madaling sabi, isa 'tong walang kwentang ka-emohan sa life). Anyway, bago lang kasi kaming nagkita nung nagkaroon ng Teacher's Summit sa Cagayan de Oro. *sigh* Na-miss ko talaga si Churvz (screen name nya, joke...), kaya naman chika kami to the max. Well, she (yes! she's a she.) invited me in her wedding. She secretly disclosed to me that I'll be the Emcee sa wedding niya. It made me, "Huh?!" Ano naman ang alam ko sa Emceeing na yan? I admit I was once an Emcee in our variety show way back in college. "OK, Help me in welcoming (ngatal boses epek) the PERFORMANCERS!" Sheks! Wapek! Kaboom! Nalaglag ata ang panga ko kasama ang mga panga ng classmates ko at professor. Since then, I promised myself that I would not endeavor to be in this kind of limelight. This will be the end of my budding celebrity-wannabe dreams. Until dumating ang moment na eto. *sigh* *sigh* *sigh to the infinity* I'm sure hindi ito kakayanin ng powers bestowed upon me by the Department of Education. *sigh*

So, napatanong ako, "Churvz, are you sure na ako ang kukunin mo? Why, oh why?" "Sabi nya, (effortlessly confident) "Kasi nga, ayoko na maging serious masyado ang wedding ko. Kayong dalawa ni ******* ang magkasama. Kaya nyo kasing magpatawa without lifting a finger." *SIGH*

Churvz, you should've hired a clown instead. Kaya ngayon, aminin ko man na I'm excited to attend her wedding pero parang mababaliw ata ako everytime I imagine myself as the Emcee. Shucks! Paano na lang ang dignidad na pinanghahawakan ko? Naisuko ko na eto before, and now parang may sequel ata. Well, naisip ko din, "for the sake of friendship na lang".

Ika nga ni friendship Bernard Meltzer, "A true friend is someone who thinks you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." Katuparan na ba 'to ng propesiya? Well, again, naisip ko na, "for the sake of friendship na lang talaga ito." Marami-rami na din akong moments like this. One was when I invited my classmate for a boxing match. Inumbag nya ako sa ilong, kaya yun napa-cry me a river ako. Forgiven, kasi nga friends at fault ko din, I didn't inform him na asset ko ang ilong ko and I want it always in its pristine form. Actually, marami na talaga akong pinagdaanan na vulnerable moments dahil sa friendship churva na yan. I felt abused, molested and degraded by this (drama lang to, let me have my moment, please...).

But I still have apprehensions now. "Itutuloy ko ba ang momentous moment na eto?" Ika nga, "the greatest performance of my life." So far. Help!

pinirata ang picture dito (sorry, 'di natiis eh).

9 comments:

Rah said...

Go lang, ikaw talaga ang nirequest, pagbigyan mo na. Minsan minsan lang yan. Goodluck.

Sendo said...

haha...performancers ha...i think isusumpa ko rin ang emceeing sa nangyari sayo nun hehe... pero ayos to ah.. A true friend is someone who thinks you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. ^_^

kung ako ikaw..pagbibigyan ko siya hehe..sige na..sabi mo nga for the sake of friendship..go! dayun...ok ra kung masayop uy kay di man kaha siya ganahan ug serious haha....pyr!!!! go, fight, win..pero naa japun simo desisyon...hehe...pero bitaw..i believe u're sufficiently capable for it uy..sige na SIR! hehe

choknat said...

pagsubok lang yan mike. (close? haha)

kamusta naman ang performence ng mga performancers?

tara, let's go to france.. sama ko. lol. wag mo lang uubusin chocnut sa blog ko.

mjomesa said...

@rah: ok..pinag-iisipan pa actually..

@sendo: oi kaw yata yung egg na may crack..wahahah...

@choknat: sarap kya nun..di ko matiis..wahahah..close tayo..as in..hehehe

glentot said...

Ituloy mo yan, for sure may vide coverage yan kaya hingi kang copy at iupload dito!!!

jayvie said...

go go go!!!
kaya mo yun. basta be yourself. =)

Ruperto V. Prieto Jr. said...

i guess you should go for it! pero if feeling mo talaga na di mo kaya, you shouldn't force yourself. i hope naman your friend will understand.ako,may stage fright. hehehe. kaya di ako talaga sanay mag speech sa harap ng madlang people. hehehe.Anyways goodluck sa kung anu man ang decision mo!GOD bless!

darklady said...

yow!! Good luck!! ^_^ Ayos yan dahil kaw ang pinagkatiwalaan nyana maging emcee sa isang importanteng pangyayari sa buhay nya. diba? diba??

Sendo said...

ako gyud na siya ang egg na naay crack..kita man guro tanan egg na nacrack haha.